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GONE

by Ebony Jewel

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— THIS ONE GETS ME EVERYTIME — I FEEL, SMELL, SEE THE SITUATION I WAS IN AND HOW I WANTED TO BE GONE — BUT THE LOVE I HAD FOR MYSELF OUTWEIGHED THE HATE THE WORLD PRESENTED ME — I’M HAPPY I’M ME AND I GET TO SHARE ME WITH YOU — LOVE OVER EVERYTHING

THANK YOU — LOVE OVER EVERYTHING

WE WILL BE FREE

PROTECT OUR PEOPLE EQUALLY – 👧🏿👦🏿🖤🌎

lyrics

Red shares it's love colour with the devil
God and that heavenly thought shows ITS white colour of blank to create whatever is necessary to excuse your behaviour
I escalate fuck elevate, control my height with a little assistance, not boxed and taken to your level (ping).

EMPTY minded being using my shade, snoring my imagination
Relating what I am to theY situation
But they toes are on they heels
Walking from me to not know how truth feels

9th wall come crumbing down on 8th wall... 7th wall fall, 6th wall dissolve, 5th, 4th, 3rd, 2nd, 1st do the same... only the ceiling feeling the rain, that now floods... drowning breathing bubbles looking like suds. Swim well, body shell, hope floats, enter throats, aquarium skin, fish play pin.

IM GONE

okay, if I die
I probably be with the other people under ground that lay
My father, my grandmothers that I barely knew
Grandfathers that never saw me after I grew
Pass an infant or did they ?
I don’t know, how could I remember
I was born in October and never saw November
Im just glad I'm finally out of hell
Where they judge, budge, say they don’t like fudge
Faces or Sicles
It tickles
My belly or the funny bone
Since its funny
Wouldn’t it defeat the purpose if heaven were sunny?
Degrees got me all sweaty
Surrounded by do gooders that are ugly like Betty
I guess this is not the place to get it in
Im forced to make amends
Boo-ba-dee-boo-boo
Im border than shit-a-tee-poo-poo
I should have lived what did I did-a-dee-do-do?
Afterlife
I would sacrifice
To be selfless, selfish, helpless
Or just help less
Un compound
Un confound
Now im sticky to what ifs
Surprise without a gift
A hit of fifth off a cliff
Hugging a breeze without wings

I wish Sui was on my cide
Collide and divide
All this shit I keep inside


in a box like a gay priest
begging to be deceased
frozen, never to increase
two fingers is not the definition of peace
not living on a timeline, but a time circle
evil’s hetero circle
it’s like the pastime for rehearsal
now acting out the parts living in reversal
appreciate positivity, labeled controversial
spreading universal
our physical growing up, metaphysical going down
wearing academic gowns
judging with a frown
you’re selfish like masturbation, pleasing yourself
ugly motherfuckers think their pretty with wealth
freedom is a fantasy
for all humanity
who plan to be
a scientist who believes in Christianity
if its real, its not reality
congenital abnormality
lying to your guilt
trapped in the prison you built
brochure reads your health
impossible suggestions on your health
banking on your worry
vision of afterlife not as blurry
allowing dominating programs to paralyze
system repeats, rebelling our fantasize
calendar proceeds
continuous misleads
crippling succeeds
developing bad seeds
empty corporations
teasing temptations
massage relaxation
resembling generation
with over population
expand discrimination
outside of your regulation
criminal assassination
identity punished sight
headline louder than speech
tying my thought to a leash
to impress a mirror
loving yourself is getting nearer
camouflaged on the blvd
only to feel higher than the ones sleeping on the blvd
having no materials making better conversation
surpassing the shit you facing
following closer than gay sex
psychological complex
dialing random numbers
only to meet your sister and brother
understanding billions of persons
came from one person
theoretical physics prove
human stature with the ability to move
with a stamped death document
providing a dangerous government
renegade the critique
continue to be yourself, unique

I'm gone

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released June 19, 2020
Produced by Tim K
Translated by Thed Jewel – D'LEAU

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